jar of hearts 2~

hallu...assalammualaikum...

hahhaa...actually post sbelum nih utk lagu ni....tp tbe2 ter lari jap...huu~

skali skale...

alryte here goes....this song touched my heart...mmg i tend to listen to the lyrics of all the songs i listen to.....give's it a little more feeling and meaningful i guess....so this jar of hearts song is for the painful heartbreak i felt 2 years ago...still till today can't erase the memory...bak kate sum1...our brain/limbic system is like ROM...no matter how u erase it/delete it...it will still be there in the hard drive...

njoy this song....

btw...the song's in my playlist...

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

bunch of emotions...~
chows~~

jar of hearts~

halluu....assalammualaikum...

just feelin...ehm...dunno a bit wee down under...hahahaa...

just send my abah to KLIA last saturday...he has this conference thingy and went with his 10 other colleagues....
"Ya Allah selamatkan perjalanan pergi and kembali abah ku.."

lately teringat2 psl kematian.....mostly coz baru grad dari reading 'stanza cinta'...yup...the current drama airing on tv3...but ppl say that show sucks....but the novel is really superb....it mmg brings me back down to earth....crite tuh sgt menginsafkan....bila lah aku nk jd mcm c Amni Sorfina...watak utama perempuan...yang even terdetik marah cket dlm hati...tros bace doa n ambil wuduk n solat sunat...bila kesusahan...die redha...dan kate itu semua ujian dr Allah...mgkin aku ade khilaf d mane2....dan bila die rase terjatuh hati ngn seseorg...die beristighfar...dan berdoa pd Allah jika insan itu bkn pemilik tulang rusuk nye...mntak dijauhkn perasaan itu...dan bila mane die dilamar...die istikharah....7 kali!!dan bila dpt mimpi pon...die masih solat hajat lg....bila org yg sgt die cintai pergi meninggalkn die...die redha dan tidak marah lgsung pd Allah....MasyaAllah....boleh kah aku jd srikandi sehebat die?sehebat Rabiatul Adawiyah?yang mengabdikan dirinya pd tuhan yg Esa...subhanallah....

pernah x kte terpk if kte mati 1 min after diz.....mane kte pergi?neraka/syurga?kubur kte luas/sempit?malaikat munkar dan nakir dtg dlm keadaan senyum/menakutkan??astaghfirullah....moga Allah ampunkan dosa2 ku dan kedua ibu bapaku dan juga adik beradikku....jauhilah kami dr nerakamu serta azab kuburmu Ya Allah......

ehm...chows~~

ooh....

hhhaaaccuumm!~~
assalammualaikum...n hello...

oh dah bersawang da my blog page rupenye....hoho...
how long was it since my last entry...?i can't remember my self...

well....here goes...

okay now im in 3b i guess...i'm 8/12 short of graduating and becoming a house officer soon....tempat haven't decided yet...but probably somewhere closer to home...

today was the first day of primary care posting...a bit boring coz we all had to listen to lectures from 830am till 1130...well it's bout primary care...if they had shown me movie premiers...or even trailers...my eyes would hav been wide awake n don't have to buy mentos/dentyne to keep me alert....
haha....just a thought/ berangan2.....

actually i wrote this post coz i've just read his post...huhu...a bit stalker'ish' aren't i?well...that's wat happen's when u remain single for too long..=p
hey...sorry terlebih emosi lak....btw...guess all the xchanging of smile's wasn't mutual...haha....he has someone else in mind...it's okay....(T.T)

with that in mind...guess i'll be deleting the messages we xchanged...huhu...

hey...who watched harry potter??haha...of course everyone who read the book must have wanted to see the 2 part sequel of deathly hallows ending....

so i guess it was okay compared to the 1st part of JKR last novel...more axn packed and the story line is a bit more similar to the book....but still there's a lot of important parts were not shown in the movie....guess it depends on viewers what u make of dat movie...but the part with Prof Mcgonagall was hillarious...ahahah..."piertotum locomotor, (and all the stone soldiers came to life) i've always wanted to do that spell.."hahaha....LMAO~~!

before HP came....i also watched transformers....smpi my abg sound lg..."mak die ni bkn belaja...tgk wyang je..."...hoho...pedas2....tp don't worry my bro....tgk weekends je...weekdays still with my faithful Appleys....(mase tu posting ortho)....
transformers is fun to watch kat wayang coz the sound effects of autobots transforming is super cool....but this last Transformers Dark Moon is a bit boring and the story line seems a bit rushed...also there were no new edition to autobots/decepticons...i would like to see more new shiny robots....of course love bee's puppy eyes when he was about to leave sam...huhu....so cute!oh and the betrayal of prime was unexpected and menusuk kalbu!optimus must have been hurt to be betrayed by his mentor...huhu....sape yg belom tgk...i suggest u all download je lah...so boleh tgk a few times...huhu...

dah habes bebel...

chows~~

3A to 3B~~

huahahahaa..........

allloopppsss!!!!!!!

salam........

hye all...

lma kan x update...

totally psyched mood!!~~reaaaallllyyyyy haaapppyyy!!~~

im glad that i passed final phase 3A...~!!!

thanx to my dearest housemates...esp iszni....for sticking with me...

thanx for osce stdying to all my beautiful friends...muaahh!!

saranghae...~

thanx to all yg mendoakan....esp mak abah....love yah...

n thanx to the greatest of all....alhamdulillah...thank you Allah....

=))

hurt~~

feeling so hurt...

cried like hell just now...

dunno if they cared...

why lie?
why not tell the truth?
im not gonna barge in....

i know im not as smart as u guys...

i know i tend to play a lot...

but please dont lie to me...

im not strong enough to handle...

i've lost my love once....

i've lost a true friend.......

am i meant to lose ur friendship too?

just dont lie...

coz it hurtss........

oldies~~~

wasssupp~~~~~

assalammualaikum....

woot2~~~

today terase teringin nak buat tribute to the corrs...

hahaha......

teringat zaman

aku remaja muda2 cket dr skrg...hehehe.......

best wooh THE CORRS nih...

aweks cun2 n sorg jejaka smart...n lagu mmg sdap r...soft je...

The Corrs are a Celtic folk rock band from Dundalk, Ireland. The group consists of the Corr siblings: Andrea (lead vocals, tin whistle);Sharon (violin, vocals); Caroline (drums, piano, bodhrán, vocals); and Jim (guitar, piano, vocals).....

favourite songs aku dr diorg such as breathless....so young...what can i do....angel....and runaway....

so ni ade gambar2 diorg utk you all yg x igt...huhu...

okays....tu aje....

ni dngarknle lagu breathless...=))

chowsz~~~

my latest craze...

salam...

weeehuu~~

lame gilers x jenguk blog...

soorrryy yaa....

too much on my tiny little mind to cope with...

latest....now aku in MItC posting...@ primary care laa...kre byk berjalan2 to Klinik2 kesihatan/KK for short...and GP(general practitioner) snangnye klinik swasta....

then....end of nov final exam for phase 3A~~~serious shooot x tipu n x ready!!!

and insyaAllah after lulus 3A without supplement...masuk phase 3B...elective posting...

yg kne tentukan skrg...and bru tau dlm 2 mnggu lepas...posting yg akn stat mid dec..and last 6 weeks...mmg x ckup mase n memeningkn and also buat aku dpt symptom2 PMS je all d tyme...

*PMS - premenstrual syndrome spt.... collection of physical, psychological, and emotional symptoms related to a woman's menstrual cycle....

eg; mood swings...anxiety...irritable....snang cte...rase nak belasah n marah2 org je...haha...=p

okay....later update....

skrg aku teringin sgt2 nak tukar hp...bkn sbb ade org tukar hp ke ape...ntah...rse mcm nak bnd bru...

so...

hp ni yg telah menarik n memikat hati sanubariku...=p

XPERIA 10 MiNI

oooohh...mmmg tolong la nak...sgt kiut...

skrg dlm process survey harge...huaahh...

hope2 dpt r yg agak kurang dr 1K.....huh....

pe yg best...

1st...touch screen....pastu kecik je...

2nd aku nk kamera...hp skrg kamera da weng...so nak baru...

3rd...wifi...easy internet access..=p

and of course...ade GPs....sy tak reti igt jalan sgt...so prep b4 sesat...=)

dats all...later ill update agy....

weee~~

chows all....

wassalam...=)