~miss em'~

hallu!!
assalammualaikum.....

well...i was blog walking....then saw one of my juniors post....
one of my netball teammates wrote about us last year....
then i terpk yang i dont even have our picts here....

so....
this is my netball team...
we represent UniKL RCMP's netball team...da 2 tahun together...
and love em' so much...like family...!

~friendly match ngn UniKL Mimet~

~posing before masuk padang~

~tournament inter RCMP....1st place!=)~

~tournament IPTS bhgian Utara...2nd place~

well....there are some of our photos....oh...rndunye bile boleh maen netball lagi...
dah start kerja nnt...knfirm no tyme to play again....hoho....sekarang pon dah bertambah bz....nak buat tournament pon susah....nak join masing2 ade komitment tersendiri....oh...just hope the bond between us doesn't dissipate camtu je...

love u guys!~

chows...~~

~LoneLIneSs~

hallu....
assalammualaikum...

hohoho........
start to have this feeling again....
this sad n alone feeling....
msti muncul tatkala aku x wat aktiviti2 ngn geng2...
or bila dah lame tade heart to heart talk...
i noticed i had never been alone for this long...
i've always have someone to wake me up in the morning...and wish me gd nyte everynyte....
hhohoo....sometimes i do regret the mistakes that led up to this day...
but.....no use crying over spilt milk kan?

even i would not go through the Heart ache i felt 2 years ago....sometimes all the being loved memories seem to seep in without notice....so hey...here i am again....
hahaha.....

one thing i hate bout me...is i tend to do something stupid when im feeling down or low....
haha...such as msg someone i'm not supposed to....hoho...and it always leads somewhere which will make me feel ashamed....

ottoke??chincha....molla....

have u ever felt a yearning feeling for some1...yet u don't even know who they are...?huhu...kinda weird....but dat's what i'm feeling....
to dat special person out there...please come...palli99~~!!

hoping for..............

chowss~~

~VoiCing OUt~

hallu...~~
assalammualaikum....

hoho....well...i feel lonely....need someone to talk to....just missed my childhood friends...
and of course my matriculation family.....

talking and letting ppl know ur emotions is a way to not get wacky and crazy....ahaha...
ooh....i miss izni...hehe....die ngah buat ssm kat putrajaya...lame nye....it's okay....later can see...
oh yesterday kitorg celebrated lilly's bday...with an early clebration for khaulah....lily's bday was on 12 july, khaulah pulak 27/7 nnt....everyone takot terlmbt or bz...and some of us are going home etc...so we decided to celebrate yesterday...

it was a spur of the moment decision....so nak mengajak diorg keluar and dinner together suddenly was a bit hard...terpakse lah tipu2 sunat cket..hehe...

we ate at the Kahve...really nice and cosy place...situated in JJ Kinta City Ipoh...
the food is western style...but still got some Malay foods...

i ate pasta with chicken in home made tomato sauce....sluurrpp...it was mashikittaa~~!it was quite yummy lah...not bad...and the portion was a lot too....kenyang lah....and air i drank ribena with longan...nice...but a bit too sweet....and also we bought a vanilla fruit cake to commemorate the birthday.....

even though it was a simple gesture...im glad they were surprised...=)

spending time with friends is always great....no matter where it is...

thanx guys....syang korg!!~

muaahh!!

chowss....

fluttery~~~

halluuu....
assalammualaikum.......

hohoho....
now im watching "still marry me"
a korean drama...i think aired early diz year...
not sure myself
but im just starting to watch it
dah smpi kat episode 8 now
and kim bum's just so sweet~~!
that's the kind of guy that's wanjong my type!!chinchaaa....
so cute....makes my heart all fluttery and feels like falling in love...

'if i close my eyes and i think of u...i sail across the seas even if i don't have sails...'
'if i close my eyes and i think of u, i can fly through the skies even without wings..'

hmmm...........
so sweeeet~~~

CraZy AboUT U~!

huhu....

my current craze....

HTC INCREDIBLE S....

oooh....nak sangat...boleh??

anyone wanna gie me an early bday present??huhuhu.....

nak999~~
wanna buy it....but dunno if its worth it....

the phone's really great and all...all the reviews says its better than iphone 4....

but my monetary bdget is a bit off....nak tnggu smpi my bday?lame lg.....1 month lg....x sabo...huhu...so...ehm....tgklah how...

doakn sy so i can get this phone!!~

=))

chows~~

not satisfied...

allopz~~

assalammualaikum...

dunno how to edit my blog....

nak more beautiful n fancy2 like others....

but im just not that creative or even IT savvy....

ade org nk tlong x??if ade.....gtau eh...maceh...huhu

hoping for the best...

and dreaming for a good someone with a kind heart to aid me...eheheh...

okay chows~~

so badly~~

hallu...assalammualaikum...

so badly wanna wish all d best to him....

nk suruh bce surah al- insyirah bg tenangkn hatinye....

tp aku tau....my words of encouragement is not meaningful...huhu

dats y i hate having this kinda feelin...so hard to forget....

anyway...all d best!!i know u can do it...=)

=))))

this smile's for u.....

chows~~

HTC vs Samsung...which one??

hoho......allops....
ce cte2...
ahahaha....dunno which one...still surveying...

hahaha.....specs die kne tgk sndiri....kat http://www.gsmarena.com
hehehe....nk msuk kat cni besar sgt...=p

huhu...so anyone know??which to choose??the better phone on a long run?
tell me kay...thanx all...

chows~~=)

jar of hearts 2~

hallu...assalammualaikum...

hahhaa...actually post sbelum nih utk lagu ni....tp tbe2 ter lari jap...huu~

skali skale...

alryte here goes....this song touched my heart...mmg i tend to listen to the lyrics of all the songs i listen to.....give's it a little more feeling and meaningful i guess....so this jar of hearts song is for the painful heartbreak i felt 2 years ago...still till today can't erase the memory...bak kate sum1...our brain/limbic system is like ROM...no matter how u erase it/delete it...it will still be there in the hard drive...

njoy this song....

btw...the song's in my playlist...

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

bunch of emotions...~
chows~~

jar of hearts~

halluu....assalammualaikum...

just feelin...ehm...dunno a bit wee down under...hahahaa...

just send my abah to KLIA last saturday...he has this conference thingy and went with his 10 other colleagues....
"Ya Allah selamatkan perjalanan pergi and kembali abah ku.."

lately teringat2 psl kematian.....mostly coz baru grad dari reading 'stanza cinta'...yup...the current drama airing on tv3...but ppl say that show sucks....but the novel is really superb....it mmg brings me back down to earth....crite tuh sgt menginsafkan....bila lah aku nk jd mcm c Amni Sorfina...watak utama perempuan...yang even terdetik marah cket dlm hati...tros bace doa n ambil wuduk n solat sunat...bila kesusahan...die redha...dan kate itu semua ujian dr Allah...mgkin aku ade khilaf d mane2....dan bila die rase terjatuh hati ngn seseorg...die beristighfar...dan berdoa pd Allah jika insan itu bkn pemilik tulang rusuk nye...mntak dijauhkn perasaan itu...dan bila mane die dilamar...die istikharah....7 kali!!dan bila dpt mimpi pon...die masih solat hajat lg....bila org yg sgt die cintai pergi meninggalkn die...die redha dan tidak marah lgsung pd Allah....MasyaAllah....boleh kah aku jd srikandi sehebat die?sehebat Rabiatul Adawiyah?yang mengabdikan dirinya pd tuhan yg Esa...subhanallah....

pernah x kte terpk if kte mati 1 min after diz.....mane kte pergi?neraka/syurga?kubur kte luas/sempit?malaikat munkar dan nakir dtg dlm keadaan senyum/menakutkan??astaghfirullah....moga Allah ampunkan dosa2 ku dan kedua ibu bapaku dan juga adik beradikku....jauhilah kami dr nerakamu serta azab kuburmu Ya Allah......

ehm...chows~~

ooh....

hhhaaaccuumm!~~
assalammualaikum...n hello...

oh dah bersawang da my blog page rupenye....hoho...
how long was it since my last entry...?i can't remember my self...

well....here goes...

okay now im in 3b i guess...i'm 8/12 short of graduating and becoming a house officer soon....tempat haven't decided yet...but probably somewhere closer to home...

today was the first day of primary care posting...a bit boring coz we all had to listen to lectures from 830am till 1130...well it's bout primary care...if they had shown me movie premiers...or even trailers...my eyes would hav been wide awake n don't have to buy mentos/dentyne to keep me alert....
haha....just a thought/ berangan2.....

actually i wrote this post coz i've just read his post...huhu...a bit stalker'ish' aren't i?well...that's wat happen's when u remain single for too long..=p
hey...sorry terlebih emosi lak....btw...guess all the xchanging of smile's wasn't mutual...haha....he has someone else in mind...it's okay....(T.T)

with that in mind...guess i'll be deleting the messages we xchanged...huhu...

hey...who watched harry potter??haha...of course everyone who read the book must have wanted to see the 2 part sequel of deathly hallows ending....

so i guess it was okay compared to the 1st part of JKR last novel...more axn packed and the story line is a bit more similar to the book....but still there's a lot of important parts were not shown in the movie....guess it depends on viewers what u make of dat movie...but the part with Prof Mcgonagall was hillarious...ahahah..."piertotum locomotor, (and all the stone soldiers came to life) i've always wanted to do that spell.."hahaha....LMAO~~!

before HP came....i also watched transformers....smpi my abg sound lg..."mak die ni bkn belaja...tgk wyang je..."...hoho...pedas2....tp don't worry my bro....tgk weekends je...weekdays still with my faithful Appleys....(mase tu posting ortho)....
transformers is fun to watch kat wayang coz the sound effects of autobots transforming is super cool....but this last Transformers Dark Moon is a bit boring and the story line seems a bit rushed...also there were no new edition to autobots/decepticons...i would like to see more new shiny robots....of course love bee's puppy eyes when he was about to leave sam...huhu....so cute!oh and the betrayal of prime was unexpected and menusuk kalbu!optimus must have been hurt to be betrayed by his mentor...huhu....sape yg belom tgk...i suggest u all download je lah...so boleh tgk a few times...huhu...

dah habes bebel...

chows~~